hie there. my name is nur hafiza. i am gonna be 16 at the end of the year. currently in tanjong katong girls' school. sec 4 this year. gonna sit for 'o' levels this year. wow. scary. taking double science. amaths. emaths. geography. history elective. higher malay. english. yup. in basketball (recreational). used to be in school team but quitted on 10th december 2004. taufik's birthday. haha. i enjoy playing basketball, (that's why i'm in it) surfing the net n also sleeping. some of my frens tend to call me sleeping beauty. haha. like maths too. dun really like english n history. not too sure of the reason. my favourite colours are blue and pink. no longer orange anyone. i decided to be more feminine. haha. more about myself?? read my blog.. :))
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Feb 18, 2006
got back my chemistry results today. 29.5/40. to me, it was rather alright. i was expecting a 30. so a 29.5 was quite alright. but mrs liew's words make me feel so pressurized. hehe. but it's alright. i guess i can or rather, must work harder for the next ca.
now, i'm at suerya's house. waiting for the rest to come. fadilah, fadilah, hidayah, farhanah, diyana, nadhira, yasmin, vivienne. gonna be so crazy. haha.
Posted at 02:22 pm by Hafiza
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Feb 10, 2006
hie. it has been a very very long time since i updated my blog. since i am feeling rather happy today, i decided to update.
things have been going on quite alright. school has been normal as well. i have done well in some of my cas. however, there are still some cas that i didn't do well in. such as amaths. i only got 20.5 upon 40 for the first ca and 3/10 for the spring test. other than that, it's alright. trying to work harder. i'm aiming to beat wan yuan. haha. crazy. but i'll just try. who knows. maybe one day i will do better than her. hehe.
talking about this topic. i just remembered that i just screwed up my chemistry test. chemistry!! first time since the past six months. chemistry has always been my strongest subjet. aiyo. i just can't concentrate. was thinking of malay all along. i was so damn worried. i was scared that i would fail. fadilah was saying that ms lee gave her zero just because she did not write the question number correctly. and i was feeling even more terrified by then because i did not write the question number for my malay composition. was so freaking worried. my brain was feeling so congested. i can't think of anything else except for malay.
but after i saw my malay result. i wasn't THAT worried for chemistry. at least i did well for malay. a more important one as that is a 'o' level paper. at least if i don't do well for chemistry, i did well for malay.
A2. that's what i got for my malay paper. was terribly shocked. i was practically jumping the minute i saw the alphabet 'A'. hehe. i was expecting a 'C'. thanx to god. so happy.
the secondary four batch last year did well, i think. everbody, i mean almost everybody, was jumping around, with joy. but i don't know. the people i know scored from a range of 10-15. yup.
my cousin did alright. but she got B3 for both her maths. that worries me because we have the same tuition teacher. haha. but i just i can't totally depend on him. must try to study independantly. yup.
malcom spent like almost hundred bucks on me today. hehe. really liked the stuffs that he bought for me. hehe. actually, these presents are for valentines. but since he cannot make it on that day. he decided to celebrate it today. yup.
i actually wanted to give him a fifty dollar note that is folded into a heart-like shape. but since he wants the $49 earpiece. then, i shall just buy him that. yup.
feeling so happy. :)
Posted at 04:51 pm by Hafiza
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Jul 4, 2005
suerya have been reminding me over and over again to update my blog. but i'm just too lazy. haha. just have lots to do. and just can't carry myself to the computer table and just spaer some time updating. so, sorry to you guys who actually visit my blog. yup.
today is youth day!! haha.
doing my social studies ca. it's quite hard. but quite simple if you have the patience but for people like me, nah. haha. so, decided to take a break before comtinuing. yup.
my father and sisters are going to loyang point. they are suppose to buy me a long ruler so that i can use it for tomorrow's ca which is emaths. on graphs. oh no! hope it's easy. need to try my best. jia you. haha.
english dramatization starts tomorrow. i'm acting as the main character. wow! haha. as alex cross from the book along came a spider from james peterson. something like that lah. i don't mind. as long as i have a character, that's good enough. yup. :))
watched war of the worlds yesterday. the movie was alright. yup. realise that i haven't been watching as much movie as i used to watch last month but yar, it's alright. does not really matter.
fourth month anniversary coming soon. tomorrow. haha. so fun?? is it?? haha. so fast but what to buy?? ermmmm.
geo mother tongue oral exam coming soon. quite scared. oh no!! this term is full of orals. next week will be my english oral. oh no!! this is even worse. haha. this oral carry quite a high percentage in my final year english exam. so yar. must really get myself prepared. go fiza, you can do it. :))
i think i am quite crazy today. haha.
yup. that's all for today. got to go. bye. take care ppl. :)))
Posted at 12:04 pm by Hafiza
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May 20, 2005
suerya is telling me update AGAIN!! haha.
woke up at 6am this morning. my father sent me to school. what a pampered girl??!! haha
school was ok today. chemistry and physics. there was this test just now. was qite ok. recess now. just ate chicken pie. yup.
amaths, geog and i duno wad later. yup. going to the gym later with my mother. :)
i guess that's all for now. bye.
Posted at 09:57 am by Hafiza
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May 11, 2005
suerya wants me to update my blog. so, here i am blogging.
school is ok so far. english was alright. started on new genre, drama. quite interesting. yup. me, wanyee, mingfang and jac were talking about mr incredible. haha. so childish. but yar, that is the only movie that all of us watched. yar. amaths was ok too. inverse function, is it? i was super blur. don't undersatand what mrs ang was actually teaching. but i actually did my homework. yeah! haha. legacy was next. we had to go down studio for the sexuliaty lesson with 3/8. mrs ho showed us this abortion video. oh my god. that's all that i have to say. yup.
recess now. spending the whole 45 mins in this library. quite hungry but nevermind. i'll just eat later.
suerya don't feel like going mentoring but she feels like going to tampines mall. she's weird. haha. she's telling me something freaky right now. haha. wooooo.
Posted at 09:59 am by Hafiza
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May 8, 2005
happy mothers' day to all mothers!!
my day was quite ok today. religious class was quite ok too. basically, teachers were revising with us things that we should know for our upcoming exams that will start next week. ustaz azman was super crappy. he was making super stupid jokes. even though it is not that funny, he way he say it out just makes it hilarious. haha.
went to jurong point for dinner. at banquet. ate chicken rice. fish and chips, chicken chop, carrot cake and popiah too. wow. that's a lot. haha. since we were quite bored and too lazy to walk, my father drove us around. haha.
for the second year, my religious class exam is on the same day as the big walk. but it does really matter. i will still be going for the big walk. yup.
Posted at 08:47 pm by Hafiza
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May 6, 2005
what a day??!! damn unlucky man. seriously. my physics spa was damn terrible. my uncle is like, i just don't have any comments. things are really uncontrolable nowadays. broke down and cried during recess. thought that things will be better after school but it was even worse. :( really donated a lot of tears today. luckily my mother is understanding.
i just wanna stay at home at rest my head tomorrow. having a terrible headache now. plus a fever. really need to take care of myself. maybe i am just too worried. haha.
Posted at 06:52 pm by Hafiza
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May 4, 2005
recess now. i just remembered that i am not free after school today. haiz. why must the stupid talk be held today?? spoil my mood man. ok.
tuition tonight. how am i going home?? not too sure.
praying hard for my chem and amaths. wanna get an a2 at least. yup.
are things getting better?? not that sure.
Posted at 09:48 am by Hafiza
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May 3, 2005
things in school are much better now. diyana is talking to me now. everyone's hyper. "marilah bergoyang". haha. that was just super crazy. thanz to atiqah. she came up with such a thing. from pe all the way to emaths. haha. pe was really fun today. vaulting. yup. that's what we did today. something interesting that can't be done outside school. yup. amaths and chemistry ca was ok. yeah! mrs hoy didn't come today. so we like had a free period. used it to complete my chemistry project. i think it turned out quite nice. i guess me and wanyee did the most. yup. part of the class was playing truth and dare. examples of the dares were really 'oh my god'. haha. isabelle had to kiss mingfang on the cheeks. haha. atiqah had to "bergoyang". haha.
however, things outside school aren't really alright. things are changing and i don't feel that comfortable about it. yup. sad case. haha. just looking out for things that will make me feel better. think of suerya?? haha. i really don't know. can't sleep. can't eat. i don't know what's wrong with me.
i hope this would be better or even better than what it is now. :)))
//yeah. i am going to terengganu. haha//
Posted at 08:39 pm by Hafiza
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May 2, 2005
i don't hate you. in fact, i never did. i was really close, i know. it may a bit funny it we don't go to school together, don't go recess together or don't go home together anymore. but this is life. there might be a reason of what had happened. maybe i am the cause. i don't know. but what i know is that i still do talk to her. i still chat with her the usual way. the crappyness and the nonsensical stuff is still there. yar. but now, i seriously don't know what you want from me k. is it ok if you take the extra step and come up to me tell me what you really want from me. i don't see the point why you should criticise me and tell other people bad things about me. if there's really something wrong with me, please do tell me. i don't want this to continue. me going to your blog and then replying at mine. then, you reading my blog and then replying at yours. what's the point?! i always wanted to talk to you. but your face just tells me that you don't want to talk to me. what sins have i done? i don't know what hints you have left for me. i really sorry. i am really not good at this. will be wrong if you just donate me a message and tell me what have i done wrong. i really wanna know. i admit i have done a lot of wrong things that might have hurt your feelings and i am sorry for that. sometimes i just don't realise what i say. i am sorry. i know that it won't be easy for you to accept my apology because it is just a five letter word that even a three year old can say. but i just wanna say that i really wanna know my wrong deeds and that i am sorry because of that. hope that you'll just at least message me if you don't wanna talk to me. i really hope that you'll consider what i've said. i just wish to talk to you like i usually do. i hope that you'll think of what albert camus said. i hope we'll be good friends like a few days ago.
Posted at 04:02 pm by Hafiza
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